Obstacles
Woke up at around 7 something,then went to my grandmother’s place and celebrate Hari Raya Haji.I ate a lot.Then at around 3,we went to my aunt’s house.Also,I ate a lot there.My aunt gave Ariesha,my little sister this very cute vintage shirt or something.It was denim and I was like fucked up jealous.She looked gorgeous.Add a black high heels,and done.Perfect.Anyway,on our way home,my parents sort of lectured me.They were talking about befriend with the right person,and so I told them who my friends are and convinced them that my friends are so far okay.They also said that nowadays,good people are hard to find.And yes,I totally agree.I can’t really trust people so much,and I need to let them know with whom I am friends with,and not to hide anything from them.Other than that,they talked about money,I like to spend money,like a lot.I can never lend money to anyone,I mean like in huge amount.RM 2 doesn’t bother me.You can have it.Actually these two topics are related.I can’t befriend with a not so good person,because who knows what they’ll do?What if they did something that makes me give everything they want?I would never know.I need to be careful going trough high school.This is the toughest challenge.How I do in high school will determine my future.Where I want to go.What I want to do in my life.Another thing is,as a teenager,I will go trough a lot of obstacles.I’ll meet many types of people.Guys will be everywhere to stand in my way,to push me away from my goal.Guys are tempting,it’s really hard to resist them.Trust me.My mother and father will of course mention my studies.They want me to set my goal from now on.I need to know what I want to be.For now,I don’t really know what I want to be,but I know what I need to be.I need to be a doctor,I need to cure the ones that I love,my grandmother,especially.My mother wants me to be like Kak Nadia,my cousin.She is currently sitting for SPM.Her birth date is as same as mine.That is probably why I take her as my Idol.With the same date of birth,I wish I can be like her,as smart as her,as skinny as her.She is super intelligent.She studies like everyday,all the time.You can say almost 24 hours.She keeps her head in the game,set a goal,and just shoot it.My mother wants me to be like that.It’s hard,but however,I’ll give my best.I want to be a doctor,I have someone that makes me keep that in head all the time.
2 years ago