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Thank God I have to go to school tomorrow.Vacation is super extremely boring.All I do is sleep,watch TV,sleep again,then I’ll break my fast.That’s it.No wonder I’m fat.The past week,a lot has happened.Nin has been going through something hard,and so am I.God,everyday I pray that our question will be answered.After what I have been going through the whole week,I now realised what love and friendship really means.I thought I was loosing everyone I dearly love.Nun,I don’t know how to explain my situation.Nin,Momo,Meen,the thing with Najihah has made me think that you guys are mad at me or something.Maybe I spend a lot of time with her,but you know how she is,right?I’m trying to share my time equally with both sides but it seems so hard.I’ll try and talk to her about this.I love you all so much and I don’t want just because of this,I’m not close to you guys anymore.I miss those times,when the four of us just sitting in class,talking bull shit,and laugh our heads off.I miss those moments.Now,every time I’m talking to you,there’s always someone interrupting.It didn’t really bother me,but it makes you guys sick.I feel guilty for that.Nin,thanks a lot for being such a good listener.You have helped me a lot.And I thank you for that.Nin,sorry if I haven’t been a good listener lately since I have a lot going through my mind lately,I’m really sorry.Set aside those for a moment.Someone just said something that had really make me flattered.That person said “aku bertuah dapat kawan macam kau.” How can I not be proud of that?I’m lucky to have you too as a friend.I guess that’s it.
2 years ago