Reborn
I’m sick.Not that serious type of sick,though.I have a fever,a flu,and cough.It’s quite bad,but I still go to school.I can’t miss a day of school.The last time I skipped school,I had a little fever and a bit dizzy.And I missed a fight.I want to at least be there during the fight.I want to see it.But I didn’t get a chance to,so I personally asked the victim what had happened,then I get the full story.This lately,I feel so weak,I can barely breathe,sometimes.I really want to go for a medical check up with hope that I will heal soon.If I could have a wish right now,I would want to reborn.I want to erase those bitter memories,all my regrets,I don’t want to know the ones that hurt me.I just want sweet moments in my life.The things that I can be proud of.I don’t want to make any mistakes.But you know what?Without mistakes,I’ll never learn.Human learns from mistakes.I sometimes learn from others mistakes.When anyone shares something with me,I take it seriously.I listen and I’ll try my best to figure out a solution for them.I love helping people.I love to be a listener.I love being trusted.When people share something with you,it means that they trust you.And that means a lot to me.I wish to be a caunselor or anything of that sort one day.When you have a problem or something that has been buzzing in your mind or bothering you,you need to tell someone.You can’t just keep it all to yourself.Tell someone.Maybe that someone can’t help you out,but they can listen and probably they can give some thoughts or a useful advice.I always think that die is the best solution.But,NO!There’s a lot the world has to offer me,but if I die,it’s no use.I always wanted to do charity.Especially for the orphans.I pity them so much.They have no parents,whereas I have a good mother and father.That’s a totally precious gift.I’m lucky,I should be thankful.On my sight,the orphans,they have a hole inside of them.The hole is not filled because it’s a space for the love of their parents.They never felt it.Maybe a few of them were adopted,but foster parents will not be able to fill the space inside them.They might have millions of friends that love them so dearly,but they have no parents.It just won’t feel the same.Oh,God.I don’t know what has got into me.I started this post by telling I’m sick,at the end,it’s about orphans.The main thing is,you are lucky to be who you are,to have what you have,with everything you’ve got,just be thankful.
2 years ago