Change
Change is a huge word for me.This year,I’ve changed school,my everyday life,and also the size of my jeans(it has increased).Anyway,a lot of people said I’ve changed a lot.I don’t really know how.I think I’m still the same old me.I love this friend of mine,we were not really close back then,but we shared a few things.Now,she seems different.I felt like I don’t know her anymore,even the way she looks at me,God!As if I never know her.Now saying hi is like having to pay a million bucks.She never say hi anymore.I miss 2008 so much.There were so many sweet memories.I wish I can stop the time during the last day of school,it was fantastic.Well,almost the whole class sang Dangerous.This year is more serious,more difficult.You know what?For a minute I thought;I do change.I became so sensitive,I don’t know why.This lately,I’ve been thinking a lot about life.I don’t want to ruin my own life.I have such amazing family and (a few) amazing friends who can actually help me or be there for me when I’m in need.Who know me knows that I’m not really the sharing type of friend.Most of the time,I think I’m strong enough and can handle or fix everything by my own.I know that I’m weak,but I never admit it.Everyone needs someone,and sometimes that someone is not even your friend.I have my ego seven feet taller than me;that explains why I like arguing but never apologize and admit my mistakes.Now,my ego is sleeping tight,so I’m making my statement;A million sorries to everyone that knows me,whom I’ve hurt your feelings,and simply anyone that have heard my name,or simply had laid eyes on me,SORRY;(.
2 years ago