Confidence
I usually look at myself and say,”I am fat.I am ugly.No one would like me.”Well now,I have found one thing;my self confidence.I always think positive about myself eventhough sometimes I know it’s a total opposite.Sometimes by thinking good things about yourself,you are actually trying to achieve that goal.People are all the same.If you say someone is stupid,ugly,then so are you.Well if someone says that to you,they just don’t know you.You can’t simply say that you know someone by just recognizing their faces and knowing their names.Of course you know them,but it doesn’t really mean anything until you share a moment or something with them.Well the other day,a friend said,”Naz,siapa yang dapat kawan dengan kau memang bertuah.”I never thought it that way,though.The person who said that,actually I’ve hurt her.This one time,I screamed at her,I humiliated her in public.I seriously don’t know what has got into me.I felt so guilty;but I have apologized to her.I always think that I’m not a good friend,a good person.Anyway,I’m glad to have a friend like you and I never want to loose you.Sometimes I thought they’re just friends with me because I’m pretty straight and at times,I can be kind of blur.I thought that is the reason even why we are friends.I am a joke to them.Well,different people different thinking,right?
2 years ago